Watch "Meat Loaf - Wasted Youth Live" on YouTube
I think my love of the music of Meatloaf may be indicative of the major failings in my life - specifically, my willingness to settle for (and sometimes venerate) the mediocre.
I'm learning to appreciate the analogy of "the rut." I imagine that I'm trying to get up on my feet - be happy - get my shit together, but every time I turn around, there I am. Wallowing in a ditch somewhere, wishing things were different.
I'm not gonna stop trying (I would like to stop lying to myself when I'm not); but goddamn its overwhelming sometimes. If I wasn't at work right now, I might just go back to bed.
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